Happy Heavenly 10th birthday, my love. It’s hard not to think of how life would be if that tragic day wouldn’t of occurred. It’s hard to not think of how tall you would’ve been or the type of haircut you would have. I ponder and imagine you at 10, and all I can see is your little feet, your little hands, and your sweet smile with your incomplete teeth. I only see your 21 month self running awkwardly, and allowing me to still carry you when you fall. In a way, life has stopped. My heart, part of me, is still living in those moments. And yet, life has no mercy to shattered and broken hearts. It keeps going and today, you would’ve turned 10. Double digits! I wonder what theme you would’ve picked. I know you are celebrating, living in eternity with Jesus. I know you are happy and safe. I just miss you. One day soon, I’ll get to hug you again, and I may never let you go.
I love you to the moon and beyond…..



